29/11/2020_A day from night and a story of goal

Time_1:26

Date_26/11/2020

A day of my life was started at midnight at 12.30am my eyes just open at this time after waking up at this hour I can't sleep easily so I was just listening the some recoding which is I am taking as to improve my health condition by chatting so I am working on it so I will try hard then I will try to sleep now, good night.

Time_9:59

My future goals

Ahhhh, yar right now I have headache or I am not having it while writing this blog. But today I will talk about my motivation goal for me live, ah that is

Time_8:10pm

Ahh yar what the hell is it you know what if something important information get that does matter more or matter is big you just get feared or something like that, which makes you totally spaced out and you won't get scared where you always feared to go I am just sitting at that place at very night where I would never preferred to go before at this night but I am now totally spaced out as much that I just totally forgot my anxiety and depression how hell is it yar man what should I do now maybe I can't sleep anymore because my heart is totally feeling different even I am sitting open roof in winter I am still heat up, I mean my body is still hot why yar I just nailed it yar. Damnit yar I am hopeless.